Saturday, April 7, 2012

Holy Saturday


Holy Saturday

Does he lie there, in tomb’s stillness, 
              and think?
Does he roll over in his grave
               replaying the conversations that killed him?
Does his sweaty stench, trapped in death’s wrappings, 
            raise his gorge?
Does an angel sit beside him, even now,
            whispering the abracadabra
                       of resurrection? 

cross posted on Dragon in the Light

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Prayer for Today (Jeremiah 31:31-34)


God of Covenant,
you have written your love on our hearts 
and called us your own,
just as we call you our God.
Have compassion on our brokenness and need;
remind us—in each moment’s encounters—
that you have written love on our very beings.

This week, communities have pulled hoodies
up over their heads in solidarity with youth—
youth whose clothing marks them as suspicious;
youth whose color deems them dangerous.
Heal our eyes, O God, to see your covenant written upon all hearts,
rather than clothes or skin.

Also this week, we celebrate the groundbreaking of our Muslim neighbors,
whose place of worship will stand side-by-side our own.
Again, as clothing may mark them suspicious,
and color may deem them dangerous,
may your healing be on our city’s eyes,
and may we continue to learn what it means to see one another’s hearts.

God of Promise, we pray for families whose lives are suspended—
in the midst of war,
from lack of affordable healthcare,
or from need of daily sustenance—
even as we pray for ourselves—
that we might remember your covenant
and be the ones to offer care to one another...
         or to ask care when we ourselves need it.

Write your compassion in our hearts, Adonai,
that we may love as you love.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Reading Mark Together (Lent 5)


Reading Mark Together (Lent 5)
Chapters 11, 12, 13

I’m a bit late in blogging this week. I’ve wondered what I might say about these texts with their (ch. 11) familiar images of colt-branches-hosannas and the-curse-of-the-fig-tree and money-changers-in-the-Temple and faith-to-move-mountains. I wonder if any of these, seen now as part of the larger story, emerge differently from your reading?
For me, going directly from
Jesus’ annoyance at the tree’s lack of fruit
(in the wrong season!)
to his frustration at the ordinary and necessary scene of Temple moneychangers
(worshipers couldn’t offer to God a denarius with Caesar’s image on it!)
         reveals a man who’s getting more and more on edge.
                                    Jesus is pissed about the way things are!
At least, that’s how it seems to me as I read one text to the next.

I also note how Mark, in both chapters 11 and 12, draws from Psalm 118. Mark’s chapter 11 description of what we now call Palm Sunday includes images from the psalm’s verses 26-27: 
 Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord.
   
We bless you from the house of the Lord. 

 The Lord is God,
   
and he has given us light.

Bind the festal procession with branches,
   
up to the horns of the altar.
And, in chapter 12, Mark has Jesus link himself to the cornerstone found in Psalm 118’s verse 23:
 The stone that the builders rejected
   
has become the chief cornerstone.

Which leads me to remember how almost randomly the chapter and verse numbers were added to the ancient text. Whose idea was it to separate Mark 11 from Mark 12? We now have tiny abstracts in each passage we read—perhaps never relating Jesus’ wrecking of the Temple moneychangers with his later answer about paying taxes (“give to the emperor the things that are the emperor’s, and to God the things that are God’s”)—rather than the whole of Jesus’ movements through his days. Chapter 13, after all, comes back to the poor fig tree image (is Jesus, perhaps, lamenting his curse?).

Chapter 13 leaves me wanting. When Mark offers his parenthetical aside, “let the reader understand” (14b), my spirit cries out in its own frustration: but I DON’T understand! And Mark doesn’t help me out.

Sometimes we don’t understand, and so we can either go in research mode or just let it lie there, and maybe something unexpected will emerge with the question. Today, I am going to let my question sit in my spirit: what am I to understand from this reading? What do you make of it?

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

No Safe Salvation (Sermon and Lent Reflection 4)


This week my Lenten reading through Mark (chapters 9 & 10) took me directly to sermon-writing. I'll continue with the readings through Mark later this week (you can also find reflections 1 here and 2 here and 3 here)


No Safe Salvation
Mark 10:32-34

We have, in our Platte Valley Association of the Rocky Mountain Conference UCC,
a seminary student studying to become an ordained pastor.
This past month her class was given an assignment,
which she—according to her faith and values—
could not complete with integrity.
So she wrote a brief explanation to her professor enumerating her theological reasons why
this assignment was impossible for her.
Then she held her breath and waited for the inevitable consequence: a zero.
Which could, in turn, threaten (or at minimum delay) her path toward ordination.

When I heard about this student’s brave-but-foolish-seeming stand,
I wondered: would I have had the fortitude of faith to deny such an expectation?
From an authority person who had some power over my life?
When “security” might dictate that I just force my way through the assignment,
invent what I knew the professor wanted to hear?
Would you?

What if what were at stake were your deeply-held theological values versus your job?
Maybe your company expects you to spend more time away from your family
because work is calling you to bigger and better things;
or every couple of days you have to listen to your
supervisor make sexist or racist or religious remarks….

Which would you deem more important:
holding firmly to your moral compass,
or the security of a job and health insurance and house payments—
despite having to compromise your beliefs a little,
give up bits and pieces of your spirit, your truth?

These are questions that each of us lives with every moment of every day:
will I do the assignment as dictated?
(or drive daily to a distant job or school because it’s the only one,
or buy shoes made in a sweat shop because they’re what I can afford,
or pay my taxes that support war because the law tells me to,
or participate in a flawed political system because it’s the best we’ve got,
or whatever strains our individual integrity);
or will I face the consequences of following my faith?
~~~
I’m led to these questions today by our overarching Lenten story.
By the whole Gospel, really.
By the entirety of where the Bible’s prophets finally lead us.

Reading through Mark’s version of things alongside many of you has brought back to me the fullness of Jesus’ ministry.

The momentum that is building up as we re-read
his teachings to the crowds,
his confrontations with religious and civic leaders,
his utterly unsentimental compassion for those considered
unclean or less-than or not even considered in his society.
Reading passage to passage has taken me more consciously into the story than any single text can.

So where is the momentum leading us? leading Jesus and his disciples?
Within the larger context, the 4 Gospel-writers with their
different timing
and different emphases creating
different reactions in their
different audiences
all lead to the same place: Jesus’ execution on the cross.

But NOT, as has become popular belief, for the cross’s sake!
Not for salvation through a blood sacrifice to a tribal God—although that really was a first interpretation.

Rather, it seems to me that through
his whole life (not his death)
Jesus is showing us salvation.

Now that’s a loaded word in our context: salvation. So I’m going to give a brief argument for it.

In his recent book, Speaking Christian, Marcus Borg reminds us that the biblical understanding of the word salvation rarely had anything to do with an afterlife: being “saved” by God had little heaven-or-hell connotation.

No. When the Old and New Testaments—Exodus, Psalms, the Prophets, the Gospels—use the words salvation, saved, or savior, they “speak about the transformation of life this side of death—about personal transformation and political transformation. [These words, says Borg,] are about the transformation of our lives as individuals and as people living together in societies.”[i]

Furthermore, the examples for salvation found in the Gospels
are so common to us that we sometimes forget that connection.
Archetypes like
from blindness to seeing,
from death to life,
from infirmity to well-being,
from fear to trust
all relate to the biblical understanding of salvation.[ii]

The Westminster Dictionary of Theological Terms defines salvation as “God’s activities in bringing humans into right relationship with God and with one another through Jesus Christ.”[iii]
And the Hebrew words for save and salvation “originally meant to be open or free from hindrance,”
while the Greek “meant [to] rescue or free from harm.”[iv]

So how does this relate to the cross:
A very real form of harm?
All the stories we find in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John maneuver us toward Jesus’ climax confrontation with the authorities. Each brief passage—
about healing lepers or women or children;
about feeding 5000
or preaching kin-dom parables
or querying, “who do you think I am?”;
about eating with tax collectors and prostitutes;
all of it!—
all of these vignettes reveal the bigger picture of conflict between
Jesus’ faith values
and
the powers that be.
The powers of the Roman occupiers.
The powers of official religious teaching.
The powers of cultural expectations, status-quo, don’t-rock-the-boat-when-the-waters-are-somewhat-
calm-no-matter-that-we’re-in-waters-we-didn’t-help-create-nor-truly-believe-in-anyway.
The powers of our own inner voices begging us to keep safe.

All of the stories of Jesus turning the tables of power—
first to last and greatest to servant of all; religiously, politically, culturally, and personally—
all of these little stories compel us to remember the bigger story:
that, for promoting salvation—transformation in each action of his life—
Jesus is going to be rejected, gotten rid of, executed.

Because he’s countering the “way it is,” he’s heading for the cross and nowhere else.
He chose not to complete the professor’s assignment. And there are consequences to that.

Salvation is not safe.

~~~
Yet there are consequences to giving in to expectations as well.
            We face compromising our integrity and truth and faith.
We face living in a world that is untransformed.
Of saying, “that’s just the way it is.”

Last week Jamie reminded me of the Bruce Hornsby song of that same title—“The Way It Is”—
and I haven’t been able to get it out of my head. For those of you not up on 80’s pop music, here are some of the lyrics:


Standing in line marking time--
Waiting for the welfare dime
'Cause they can't buy a job
The man in the silk suit hurries by
As he catches the poor old ladies' eyes
Just for fun he says "Get a job"

That's just the way it is
Some things will never change
That's just the way it is
But don't you believe them

They say hey little boy you can't go
Where the others go
'Cause you don't look like they do
Said hey old man how can you stand
To think that way
& Did you really think about it
Before you made the rules
He said, Son

That's just the way it is
Some things will never change….[v]

As I said just a moment ago, the inner voices (the “powers”) speak to us to “stay safe,”
don’t make things harder because they’re hard enough now
and also safe enough now because at least we know the rules of the game
in our particular time and place.
“That’s just the way it is,” so stay safe;
hand in the assignment;
stay in the incongruent job;
listen to the powerful because we need to live in this world,
so take care to abide by the rules…

Yet salvation as Jesus lived it demands just the opposite. It is not safe.
It doesn’t go by the rules of Caesar or Temple or Father or Mother.
Not when justice and liberation are at stake.

And these are exactly what Jesus is revealing in his every action and teaching
that goes against the powers: justice and liberation.
Not just from the tangible wrongs like
financial inequality or gender discrimination or other socially generated disparities;
but also from the spirit-binding ones of having to make do with “the way things are”
in order to get by as safely as possible.
~~~
Last week the weather was so amazing that Jamie and I decided to walk downtown for dinner.
As we strolled in the sunshine of Old Town Square, we passed a man resting up against a wall.
He had a baggy sweatshirt on over his lean frame, scraggly longish hair and mussed up beard.

He began coughing and lowered his eyes from us as we passed, and I was reminded of the cough and bronchitis I’d had a few weeks ago, when I’d needed my doctor to prescribe antibiotics.
I continued walking by him with heavy thoughts,
knowing I was heading to a decent meal out on the town.
What was his last meal? and would he get any antibiotics if he needed them?

I didn’t, at that time, think about Bruce Hornsby’s refrain—“that’s just the way it is”—
because, honestly, it’s already been so nurtured into me.
That IS just the way it is.

But I don’t believe that.
I believe that Jesus would have acted differently,
and so am I called to do differently also.
My soul was so not saved in that moment,
because I couldn’t come up with any response.  
Not so I could feel good about myself
nor because I felt guilty,
but because as humans we are seeking salvation:
that right relationship with God and all.

~~~


And we do have opportunities for salvific transformation.

For example: on March 29, a representative from Governor Hickenlooper’s office will be at Plymouth to present a Homeward 2020 model of support to end homelessness in Fort Collins
(1 Congregation, 1 Family).
And I’m going to be there,
not just as a part of Plymouth or the Social Concerns Committee,
but because I want things to change.
I want to not walk past a person in Old Town Square and think, “I can’t do anything about that.”
~~~
Everything we do can, in some way, be a compromise of our faith or integrity.
Sometimes we must hand in the assignment as given—we’re not Jesus Christ.

But we are pulled toward salvation in every moment, in every transforming choice.
Which is not the safe path.

This morning’s reading from Mark says, “They were on the road going up to Jerusalem…and they were amazed, and those who followed were afraid.”

They were right to be afraid, because like Jesus, they see it all coming:
“the Son of Man will be handed over to the religious authorities;
then they will hand him over to the civic authorities;
they will mock him, and spit on him, and flog him, and kill him.”

This is not security. There is fear.  But there is salvation.

And the hope of following this foolish but faithful Jesus is in his final words every time he foretells his death: “and in 3 days he will rise again.”

The death of going against the tide always has a resurrection.

There is no getting a zero on that assignment.




[i] Marcus J. Borg, Speaking Christian: Why Christian Words have Lost Their Meaning and Power—And How They Can Be Restored (New York: HarperOne, 2011) p. 38.
[ii] Borg, pp. 46-48.
[iii] Donald K. McKim, Westminster Dictionary of Theological Terms (Louisville: Westminster John Knox, 1996) p. 247.
[iv] James Rowe Adams, From Literal to Literary: The Essential Reference Book for Biblical Metaphors, second edition (Cleveland: The Pilgrim Press, 2005) p. 257.
[v] “The Way It Is” performed by Bruce Hornsby and the Range from the album The Way It Is (released in 1986); written by Bruce & John Hornsby.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Prayer for Today (Spring Forward)


Our spirits leap with the lengthening days, God of Seasons—
they strain forward into the hope
brought by damp, fertile earth
and neon greens beginning to temper winter’s brown.

Our spirits leap with the hope Spring brings:
new life, new opportunity for healing,
new rhythms to enter and explore.

Our spirits leap forward,
even as our Lenten journey
leads us closer to the cross in Jerusalem;
leads us to face the worst humanity can accomplish
in our unjust institutions and
unexamined cultural expectations;
leads us to look within, to see where
transformation must take place
if wholeness is to come.

As the light of our days grows longer, Bright Sun,
Shine on us that we might see those places within that
need your transforming touch—your Spring cleaning!
And shine your light on the places
where we might touch the world
and bring healing to it through our own shining lives.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Reading Mark Together (Lent 3)


(you can also find reflections 1 here and 2 here)

Chapters 6, 7, 8

Today I pose a juxtaposition of 2 readings. For me there was a spark that danced between them. I’ve been playing with their dis/connection ever since—what wisdom it might offer as I continue my Lenten journey.

First, from Mark 6:53-56:
When they had crossed over, they came to land at Gennesaret and moored the boat. When they got out of the boat, people at once recognized him, and rushed about that whole region and began to bring the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was. And wherever he went, into villages or cities or farms, they laid the sick in the marketplaces, and begged him that they might touch even the fringe of his cloak; and all who touched it were healed.

And alongside that “A Divine Invitation” from the 14th century Persian poet, Hafiz (as translated by Daniel Ladinsky):

You have been invited to meet

The Friend.

No one can resist a Divine Invitation.

That narrows down all our choices

To just two:

We can come to God

Dressed for Dancing,

Or

Be carried on a stretcher

To God’s Ward.

My question for you this week is: do any of the readings “spark” a connection with something else in your life this week? And where does that connection lead you?


Sunday, March 4, 2012

Prayer for Today (Letting go of self to gain self)

God in and around and among your Creation,
we pray in silence and song;
we pray with thoughts and emptiness;
we pray…
         Because there is much we feel helpless about,
and our prayers change us—perhaps minutely—
to be more aware, or more purposeful, or even relieved
that you are a part of each concern: present.

Our concerns this morning are as close as our own skins:
physical and mental and spiritual needs for healing, wholeness.
And our concerns stretch our imaginations
to know how to pray beyond our selves
         for students who study in fear in their classrooms,
         and those recovering from trauma
suffered in supposedly safe spaces;
                  for the families of ICE raids in Cheyenne,
one of whom was led to hopelessness and
took her own and her daughter’s lives;
         for the ongoing Middle East conflicts,
         which are less “exciting” today than when they began,
         but which continue nonetheless;
                  for lives and livelihoods lost
                  in this week’s tornadoes.

God in and around and among your Creation,
pray in us with guidance to continue
caring and changing and seeking new ways to be your people
for the wholeness of all.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Reading Mark Together (Lent 2)



Note: Plymouth UCC in Fort Collins, CO is reading through the Gospel according to Mark together for a Lenten devotional practice. Week 1 reflections can be found here. There—you’re all caught up! :)

The Gospel according to Mark
Chapters 4 & 5

In this week’s selections, Jesus talks about the purpose of parables a couple times. And in between he offers parables about “The kingdom of God is like….”

In last month’s Plymouth Placard (newsletter) the Confirmation class youth interpreted the Kin-dom/Shalom/Realm of God for today, through their own experiences (aside: I still cannot faithfully say “Kingdom.” If we really do believe in inclusive/expansive God-language, then we must also say “Queendom”—which is so awkward for me that I’d rather give up both words completely). And after Hal’s thought-provoking sermon about “Getting to the Message,” as Mark does with Jesus’ ministry of the Good News of the Kingdom of God, Rev. Mark Lee and I began playing with alternative images.

Because that’s exactly what “kingdom” is: it’s an image that Jesus used to describe the indescribable about God’s hopes for the world. And he chose it intentionally to counteract the predominant culture or greatest signifier of life in his moment in time: the Roman Empire.

So what if that’s not the dominating image of our time? What if government is not what rules our minds and hearts the way Caesar’s rule overtook the day-to-day thoughts of 1st century Israel?

What image might Jesus use in 21st century, middle-class, U.S. America to grab our attention for change and possibility?
         The Vision of God on earth is like…
                  The Wholeness of God on earth is like…
                           The Attainment/Achievement of God on earth is like…

Even though Jesus talks about the parables as intentional mystery, I believe that he names his use of the parables to the disciples so they might understand (and hopefully pass along to future generations of disciples—that is: us) that the descriptors he used are just images.
Images to capture our imagination and help explain the unexplainable:
the Queendom of God, the Fulfillment of God’s hopes on earth, the Family of Oneness.
Images that will enliven us to do justice, love kindness and walk humbly.
Images that will inspire us to love God, others and ourselves with our whole beings.
Images that will call us beyond ourselves,
and into God's own vision for life on earth,
as it is in heaven.



Sunday, February 26, 2012

Prayer for Today (Wilderness & Wild Beasts)


Wilderness and wild beasts
sometimes seem to surround us,
O Spirit.
Yet you are present,
like angels,
ministering through
our temptations,
our confusions,
our sicknesses.

Wilderness and wild beasts
seem to beset our world
as we listen
for news this week
from Syria,
and Egypt,
and Afghanistan—
how can we best pray
for those so far away?
Still we do,
knowing your presence
is there,
even as it settles
on our spirits here.

Wilderness and wild beasts
sometimes seek us
in our own, quieter lives,
Holy One.
And so we pray for
ourselves
and loved ones
in the midst
of desert experiences.

Feed us.
Keep us.
Heal us.
And send us out
again to serve
your world
even through
the wilderness
and wild beasts.